Tomorrow is the big day; in just about 12 hours, we will be on our way to Nicaragua. I am filled with mixed emotions on this last night home. I am excited and scared, joyous and unsure, so very ready and yet not nearly ready enough. This is such a big step for my life, and I feel so nervous. A small part of me wants to go back and undo all of this, yet, in the words of one of my favorite singers, Sara Groves, "The places that used to fit me cannot hold the things I've learned." I've learned too much, grown too much, changed too much, to back out now. I can't go back to who I was... and that's kinda scary. Anyhow, thank you all so much for all your love and support! I look forward to telling you all about my trip!